I washed my hands with soap today
I dressed up and went out today
someone ripped the headlines down today
why do I feel so bad?

Peeling pages were repaired at the bookkeepers shop
I played around with a heart-shaped lock
Looks like now he's closing up
why should I feel so bad?

And Ive struggled with suggestions
can't speak what I will always feel
they dont understand their rejection
Its beating down on my head

So why are there always ups and downs
constant go's on the ferris wheel
One day you know who I am
the next your off again, on your own

I broke boxes today
kept them with my other things
I painted shooting stars today
trying to forget the one we saw together

So why are there always ups and downs
constant go's at the carnaval
One day, you love who I am
the next you leave, again